a little sad

Okay, this may be TMI, but part of the reason I am keeping this blog, is because I am horrible about writing stuff down, so here goes. I have nursed Carter for his whole life. Until today not even one drop of formula had touched his little lips. Well, sadly today, that can't be said. I have had a lot of trouble pumping, and this morning I could only pump 3 1/2 ounces so.....I had to mix in 2 ounces of foumula. I have to say, my eyes welled up as I did it, because I fely so guilty. Of course my mom said he didn't even notice, but I still felt bad!